A letter to my future self.

 Dear R Jay,

I bet you are at a better place than I am right now. I am so sure because I have decided to improve myself not because I don't like me now  but I know I can do better. I am in an emotional dilemma but I have realized that out emotions are not always real and they dictate us very illogical things. I hope you are not an emotional fool or you are better at handling emotions than me. I have been trying to wake up early and some days I fail, I have started meditating and its going on quite well. I can keep myself thoughtless for 5 mins now and it has been difficult, but  I am sure you can continue till 15 minutes as that's the target I have set of you. I am really sorry that in the past I have neglected you, being involved in pleasing others. But I have forgiven you for that and from now on I will love you the most as you are the only constant of my life. You must be having flaws and sometimes you might feel like you are stuck somewhere but believe me, those are just moments and every moment pass weather it be good or bad. 

Few suggestions from me..

Read more books

If you have stopped exercising, start it again, make some time out of your busy schedule and try not to compromise it with anything

Stop looking for validation from others, you are wonderful , the most imperfectly perfect human  that I have known

If someone says something to you , don't take it personally.. they must be having their personal  reasons for that. Its not worthy to hurt yourself by what others say or do to you.

The the most important thing is.. please be impeccable with your words. I am trying right now but sometimes I fail. Even in your thoughts when you are talking to yourself please be impeccable with your words.

try to focus on the things that you are presently doing. my mind wanders a lot and I am trying to do this for a better you.  

So I want to tell you whatever you become, always remember that I love you. and you should keep loving yourself too.

Love 

R Jay

 

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